Hey, Cruel World

closing in on da cake

i havent cried like this in a while. sigh.

I want to lose weight but i cant stop eating

cant 

stop.

junk food tastes too good. sigh.

this morning i felt so positive about everything and now i just want to crawl away again.

i dread and put off going to bed these days because i dont want to be left alone with my thoughts. hm.