MOTHERFUCKING FINNALY. 

After like 2 years season 5 of True Blood is FINALLY out on dvd. My next few days will be filled with this (and work :(). I also got my hair extensions out today, spent a lot more money including bought black hair dye :O and some nice von follies lingerie.

Tonight im going out for japanese with Angus’ family which shall be nice :)

So i accidently got drunk last night for the first time, i wasnt that drunk i still remember everything that happened last night but i was actually really happy and giggly and carefree and i havent felt that way in a long time hm. I had a really good night i didnt want it to end which is usually the opposite of me at parties, i usually sit in the corner brooding because i suck at socialising. 

Anyway tomorrow im getting my hair extensions out then going out to dinner with Angus’ family to Japanese for his Mum’s birthday. Then in one weeks time he is coming to live with me for a month.

I also am going to/really want to dye my hair black but at the same time i love the red so much, lifes hard.

Off to my Grandfathers funeral today, im not overly affected by it, i guess we werent that close, but i hate seeing my mum cry. 

Last night i went to a friend from schools 18th. Apart from taking off my makeup and reapplying it 3 times and then leaving still feeling unhappy because my skin is horrid at the moment, i had a nice night. Havent seen all these people in AGES. And i actually didnt feel overly angry/disgusted/some kind of bad emotion towards people which i usually do at parties because i really dont like drunkness but last night i was actually pretty chill. I also had my first drink in a party environment which may sound lame but i was never one for underage drinking soo. I also have another party to go to next weekend, lets see how that goes.

Felt like crap about failing my driving test again so retail therapy happened. It’s okay it was birthday money anyway

Hi so today was my 18th birthday and i went out to lunch with my family and had pancakes which was lovelyyyy. I got a bunch of money frim family and a bracelet from my parents. 

Now im eating maltesers and watching the big bang theory.

Tomorrow im going on a picnic for mothers day and then on monday i have my driving test and then hopefully ill be getting a debit card and buying cool stuff with my birthday money :)

about to go see the doctor because i have felt gross and nauseous for like 6 days now. and wearing my doc martens so i didnt have to take my bed socks off :P

my hair is in that stupid stage where my fringe is too long like this but not long enough to go to the side waaa.

in good news i have the whole next weekend off, i never get a weekend off, woo. i also have an 18th of someone i used to go to school with to attend.

and finally I turn 18 myself in 3 days. woo.

Pretty sure I accidentally just put self raising flour in my pancakes instead of plain oops

Did some shopping the other day. Going to have to exchange the skirt for a size smaller though.